Religion

         I was raised a Catholic...I was introduce to some Catholic religious ceremonies since I was young. i remember my parents used to asked me to lead prayers and rosary sessions. But for some reason I would laugh so hard that I always ended either embarassing myself or being scolded. Aftet I graduated high-school my mother was converted to Christian...that time I never thaught that Christians are different from Catholics...After some months I was asked by mom to transfer and be converted to Christian...And we became born again Christians...Well they said Christians and Chatolics arfe different in many ways...like ceremonies and bible interpretations...when it comes to ceremonies...Christians mostly do preaching and songs...most of the time high with the extremes..members are either crying or smililing because of happiness...well that time I was always present..Idont know bordom...because of the pretty girls...fun activities...or maybe I was also curious...well going back to the comparison...Chatolics on the other hand has this same patern where the priest preach and make jokes about other people in front...amazingly people do laught even the jokes are not funny....Catholics has more ceremonies mainly....

   Well anyway whatever difference Christianity and Chatolisim has...ironically those two religion has the same God...the same Bible...the ssame story...what I notice is the difference of interpretation of the Bible...not just mainly the comparison of Christian and Catholics...but the Bible itself has some parts who doesnt agree with each other...teachings doenst match also...one time the pastor said we must do good deeds before we can enter the gates of Heaven...and on the other day the pastor would say even you made alot of sins just ask for forgiveness and you shall be spared and would be able to enter Heaven....is it that easy or is it the hard?...well its just one of the contradictions of their teachings that I notice....


     Maybe I'll try Buddhism next time....they said we have just One God anyway.....

it started this way

          Well..where can i start...should I start when i was born?...maybe i'll start from the time that I was awaken from everything that I should know to become what I became.

         My name is Shin, I think I have a different perception in life. That keeps me from moving forward.
I love pleasure, I think of it as a purpose of life.

         I been thinking about something lately, one question is "what will happen after you die" simple way to put it. Would our souls seperate from our eartly body, take it's journey to the crossroads that leads to heaven or to hell. Or will our body just deteriorate and we will not know what will happen to us. Whatever it is...it's enevitable..no way to choose, but come to think of it if our body will just deteriorate and be turned to dust just like a thing. Then we will not know about dying or excistense we will be free from this world full of challenges without feelling you loose everything. If we become souls then are immortal life beggins.

whatever happens we win....